You're with me, leather

One of the best pick up lines ever!(I'm buying the shirt and wearing everytime I see you , Bill)

TWO MONTHS!

In almost exactly two months, I will be seeing Morrissey! I'm getting a little nervous becasue I pre-ordered my tickets on March 30th and they still haven't come. I'm going to see him at the Pines Theatre in Northampton MA. It's sort of an odd place for him to play but I'd much rather see him in a small venue than at Madison Square Garden.

DEAD SNAKES AND SAUERBRATEN

I'm on a bike riding web site!! I'm third from front. Thank god you can't really see me. Old woman were passing me.

I love warm weather! This weekend we took a hike to Kaaterskill Falls. I think that it is the highest point in the Catskills, but don't quote me on that. It's a 1/2 mile hike to the top, which doesn't seem like much but it's pretty rough terrian. There was still some ice, which made certain parts slick. The picture above is actually a picture I took on my cell phone. It's absolutly beautiful. On the way back we stopped in Prattsville at a place called Pratt Rock. There is a whole bunch of stuff carved in rock. I wouldn't recommend going out of your way for this one, but if you're in the area it's worth checking out.

I took a bike ride today and saw a dead snake. This isn't unusual for me. I always see snakes. When I went on a bike trip in Vermont last year, I saw a huge dead snake. No one saw it but me. I guess I'm lucky like that. Good thing is, when I see a dead or an alive snake I scream really loud and scare everyone around me.

I'm very full from eating a lovely german dinner at SCCC. It was good, but I could've made better. The saurbraten wasn't very tender and the red cabbage was very salty. I'm now watching the King of Queens , which is very funny. CSI Miami is next. I like to watch it just to laugh. This entry is really pointless.

I'm annoyed that I'm annoyed.

I hate watching the news....I know and talk about things I could care less about, such as Anna Nicole, Imus and Sanjaya. It annoys me that I even have an opinion on these things. It annoys me that I feel that I need to vent on these issues. First, I will talk about Anna Nicole.

Anna Nicole never had any talent. She was always white trash and she was a horrible person. She was so fucked up on pills all the time that she could barely speak. She married that old man just for his money. She fucked up and probably killed her poor son. I say this because they found methadone and other drugs that she was taking in his body. She was probably giving him her perscription drugs. She took drugs while she was pregnant and her baby probably will have effects from that. She lied about the father of her child and that shady lawyer of hers is rolling in money from this whole ordeal. It's sick that I even know that much about this.

I never liked Imus. My mother would watch him in the morning. I always found him annoying but never thought or cared about anything he did....until he used the term, "nappy haired ho's" Okay, that is not a nice thing to say, but I've heard much worse things said on tv and the radio. It's not even that he called the players ho's, it's that he called them "nappy haired" and apparently, that's racist. I think it's racist that people say it's racist. By saying it's racist, you're saying that black people do have nappy hair. Actually, anyone could have nappy hair, just like anyone can have curly hair or straight hair. I would tell my friend Jill she had nappy hair and she's white. Anything can be said about Irish, Italian, English, German or really any white nationality. Would Imus have gotten in trouble if he had said something like, "freckled redheaded druken mick ho's", or "Greasy smelly organized crime dago ho's" or "nazi, jew killing kraut ho's". Probably not. So my closing thoughts, I would've never known about that comment and the team proably wouldn't have either if the media didn't make such a big deal about it, and it annoys me.

I hate American Idol. I think it's a horrible show. In my mind, you don't join a contest to become a singer. What annoys me the most about American Idol is that it ruins all other shows. Lost is now on at 10 and many other shows have been moved around, cancelled or put on hold becasue of it. I only know about Sanjaya because I hear about him on the radio every morning. I'm going to vote for him just so the show stops. It just shows how dumb Americans are. People are becoming so mindless and it's a scary thing. I even notice myself falling down that path sometimes.

In conclusion, I'm going to take up knitting.

Gasping, dying but somehow still alive.

I know I have harsh things to say about people who condone marijuana use. There is good reason behind it. First off, marijuana is illegal. I know the debate on that issue but the truth is people go to jail for years, even life for marijuana. Sure you might not go to jail for smoking it but many people who smoke it also sell it or associate with people who sell it. I'm not saying that this shouldn't be changed, but right now the law is the law. So really anyone who smokes weed is breaking the law. Not to mention the complete lack of motivation and brain cells it destroys. And most of all, the damage you are doing to your lungs. I find it funny that people who are against smoking cigarettes, smoke weed. You are holding completely unfiltered smoke in your lungs for as long as you can...and then cough uncontrollably when you exhale. People who smoke weed just need to stop thinking that it's some magical mind opening drug, because it's not. If you smoke it, just admit you like feeling fucked up and that is the only reason you do it. I'm not drinking anymore but when I did I just liked to feeling of being able to forget things....I'm assuming that is the same with weed. Drug use/abuse is really just about numbing feelings that you have. Sometimes it's just time to face your feelings head on and finally realize that there is nothing you can do to change the past and try to make the best future possible. Believe me, I've spent a lot of time thinking about what I could've done differently in my life, ways I could've helped my family and bad choices I have made. Thinking about this stuff won't ever change it. I tried to numb these thoughts, which led to more problems and more thinking. I try not to think about the past now and try to look to the future. I see tough times but I know that I will make it through. I've gone through a lot of shit in my life and I'm still here......plus, it could be a lot worse.

What a dumb bitch.

I never really thought anything about Kirsten Dunst before this quote. I was looking on Perez Hilton and he happened to have this quote on. I don't really care if you smoke weed. To me it's stupid and makes you retarded, but I hate people who like to pretend that it makes you "smarter" or more "creative". Mental illness also makes you more creative, so does crack right? Maybe if she weren't so "high" she would've noticed that her fucking bathing suit was completely off her tits.

Kirsten Drunkst on pot and drugs:

"I drink moderately. I've tried drugs. I do like weed. I have a different outlook on marijuana than America does. My best friend Sasha's dad was Carl Sagan, the astronomer. He was the biggest pot smoker in the world and he was a genius... I've never been a major smoker, but I think America's view on weed is ridiculous. I mean - are you kidding me? If everyone smoked weed, the world would be a better place... I'm not talking about being stoned all day, though. I think if it's not used properly, it can hamper your creativity and close you up inside."

HAPPY EASTER!

Hope everyone has a great Easter. I found my dream....it's on a website called, "Pimp that Snack". Check it out.

Foie Gras

What is considered a delicacy is actually forced fed goose or duck liver. While at a classical French dinner at SCCC(the food is really good), I decided to try this as an appetizer because I really like liver. Plus, in my sick mind, I thought, "Huh, this is going to be banned soon, I need to try it". It was very little and on a bed of greens. It was very buttery. I wouldn't say it was bad, but I wouldn't say it was good either. The reason this is probably going to be banned is because they pump grain down these animals throats to enlarge their livers. Animal rights activates such as PETA are very against this. I don't like PETA but it is not necessary to do this to an animal just for some "so so" liver.

A dreaded sunny day, so I'll meet you at the cemetery gates

Oakwood Cemetery, located in Troy, NY, is one of tthe largest cemeteries in the United States. I know for sure that my grandmother, aunt and uncle are buried in this cemetery and I may have other relatives here too. I love just walking through the cemetery looking at old grave sites. It's so beautiful and peaceful. People who are "scared" or think cemeteries are "evil" are ignorant. People do die and they need to go somewhere. The way I look at it is that these people are at rest, hopefully in a much better place. Ghosts aren't going to haunt you if go to cemeteries. I went to Oakwood Cemetery yesterday. I love the lakes in this Cemetery. It's not sick or morbid for people to go to the cemetery. I would recommend taking a walk through this historic, beautiful cemetery on a nice day.